I really dont have a clue what the day is. It feels like the week started last Wednesday and finally came to a close now. A cocktale of emotions, very little of them good ones. Alot of firsts this week too, once again very little of them good. I met alot of different and good people but lost one amazing woman. Still haven't morned it, not up untill now. May be the first moment I had to myself since I finished my art exam Wednesday morning. Even thought it is, I just feel homesick for my friends. I have learnt that family is family but best friends are unbeatable.

Leaving places that I maynever return, and going places that I have never been. Meeting people that I never knew, and saying goodbye to one that was there since the day that I was born. Smiling through tears and crying through smiles. Missing people who are gone, missing those wwho are still there and missing the one you never knew.

Missing who I was, I feel like this week was nearly a right of passage. Dressed In a man's black and white, doing a man's labour, and minding those that were the ones that minded you for 18 of your years. The past week I did feel like a different person, having to mature for the occation.

To be continued...